Ok, I am taking down the last post I wrote. I'm freaking myself out way too much. There is nothing I can do to jinx this. Last time I was insanely superstitious (which is ridiculous, because I'm not like that when I'm not pregnant!) and fat lot of good that did me OR Caleb. There is nothing I can do to make this pregnancy have a happy ending in nine months and nothing I can do to make me lose it tomorrow.
I wish this wasn't so scary.
OMG!! I just saw the news on the PGAL board and then the link to your new blog! Guess this means you are not "out" on your other one! SENDING A HUGE CONGRATS and LOTS of prayers for peace for you and healthy growing for Caleb's little brother/sister. In some ways it will get easier; I used to stress every day, but now it is more like once a week. I suggest a doppler for sanity! I am so excited for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteLara-I'm so glad you keep telling yourself you will bring this baby home ... you deserve it and all the Sept. Mamas love you!
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry that you are having such a stressful time right now, and I hope these fears go the way of the dodo. You will bring Optimus home in 9 months, and s/he will be your take home (and keep) baby!
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