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Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Re-booting

Ok, I am taking down the last post I wrote. I'm freaking myself out way too much. There is nothing I can do to jinx this. Last time I was insanely superstitious (which is ridiculous, because I'm not like that when I'm not pregnant!) and fat lot of good that did me OR Caleb.  There is nothing I can do to make this pregnancy have a happy ending in nine months and nothing I can do to make me lose it tomorrow.

I wish this wasn't so scary.

3 comments:

  1. OMG!! I just saw the news on the PGAL board and then the link to your new blog! Guess this means you are not "out" on your other one! SENDING A HUGE CONGRATS and LOTS of prayers for peace for you and healthy growing for Caleb's little brother/sister. In some ways it will get easier; I used to stress every day, but now it is more like once a week. I suggest a doppler for sanity! I am so excited for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  2. Lara-I'm so glad you keep telling yourself you will bring this baby home ... you deserve it and all the Sept. Mamas love you!

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  3. I am so sorry that you are having such a stressful time right now, and I hope these fears go the way of the dodo. You will bring Optimus home in 9 months, and s/he will be your take home (and keep) baby!

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